Best Intentions: A Novel by Emily Listfield (Atria, May 5, 2009), 352 pages
I’m told this is part women’s fiction and part mystery. I’ve never read women’s fiction, but Best Intentions felt light on the mystery.
Best Intentions follows Lisa, her husband Sam, her best friend Dierdre and their mutual friend from college, Jack, through a brief window of life in Manhattan. All four of them went to college together. Lisa works at an PR firm, Sam’s a journalist, Dierdre owns her own fashion boutique, and Jack (who lives in Boston) is a lawyer. All four are nearing their fortieth birthday, and between reminiscing about how life used to be, inside they’re still trying to figure out how to be adults, who they really are, individually.
As I read, I was anxious; is everything really going to be as bad as the book seems to point toward? But then, this is much the same feeling the main character, Lisa, is feeling throughout much of the book — she’s anxious, paralyzed by fear and dread. Lisa is plagued by self-doubt and fear. She’s stressed about the cost of sending her two daughters to private school (not to mention parenting in general), the current tenuous nature of both her job and her husband’s job, and Dierdre’s lack of commitment skills. She feels like an impostor living in New York City, she never knows what to wear or how to act. Oh, and did I mention? Lisa is also doubting the solidity of her marriage.
Listfield instills this woman about to turn 40 with all the angst and self-doubt of a coming-of-age tale.
Yes, I could relate to Lisa, but I was also impatient toward her. Claire, in The Only True Genius in the Family, was also consumed by doubt, but I didn’t get frustrated with her like I did with Lisa.
The frequent philosophizing paragraphs in Best Intentions pulled me out of the story and had me shaking my head in disagreement, as well.
While I didn’t greatly enjoy the reading of this book, I was much more satisfied after I’d finished it. Now, almost a week after completing it, I like it better than I did while reading it.
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